I am not insane. I did not try to kill Nick Michels. Nobody believes me!! I love that man, I would never try to hurt him! This whole ordeal has been devastating to me. Thank God I was even there to help!! I don't know what's going to happen to me...they're trying to arrest me for attempted murder.
What's going to happen to my career? I cccan't sstop crryying! People are staring at me; making me feel like I'm a crazy person..a murrrdererr. My own friends hate meeeee!! *cries*
Keith suggested that I check myself into my own hossspital!! *cries* What are people gonna think of me now?!! Simmington Hills' Doctor checks into her own mental warrrrddd! *aahaaaggh!*
After spending a few days at SH Medical Center getting myself together, I was released to go home, and I felt 100% better....until Cameron called.
Something told me not to answer it, because Keith was being pretty frisky...I'd been away for a while and he'd been missing me. But, I picked the phone up anyway. Cam was crying hard...I asked him what was wrong.
He told me that Asya was dead. My old roomate was dead?!! Immediately I felt that eery desperation creep back up. Tears poured down my face. But, he wasn't making any sense. Are they trying to say I killed Asya?!! Oh, she killed herself!? Asya poisoned Nick??!! Oh. my. gosh. That witch set me up!
When I got off the phone, I was shaking. My whole body was shaking so bad, I had to sit down. I cried for what seemed like an eternity. Voice gone...eyes swollen...why would Asya do this to all of us?!! Why?!!!
I knew she drank, but I had no idea it had gotten so out of control. If I had been on top of things, I would've had a plan set up to give her treatment. The Hills needs a definite healthcare plan. Not just for emergency care. I'm gonna make that my mission starting next period. Oh my gosh, my friend is gone. *shakes her head and sighs* This new healthplan will get me back in good standing in the community. I've got to gain my credibility back. I'm so glad they've found evidence to prove I didn't try to hurt that man. We've all gotta move on from this.
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Keith and I got married at City Hall! I bought a magnificent A. Petrignani gown for the occasion. The Sazo Kente Gown, from their I Do collection.
Can you imagine how mortified I am, that I threw up all over it?! Moments after this picture was snapped, too. I even managed to make Judge Cunningham sick, he had to sit down for the rest of the ceremony. (But, we still paid him for marrying us.) I think my body just can't handle any more stress....*shrugs* They even wrote about it in the paper! They didn't mention Judge Cunningham getting sick --just me. Anything to perpetuate that I'm still crazy.
It turned out beautiful regardless. A small, simple ceremony with friends.
Our wedding night was casual. We cashed in on the gift certificate Keith won at the Food Expo, and ate dinner at Aldi's Restaurant.
Then we went over to Willow-Rama and skated the night away!
It was a lot of fun!
The only thing missing is children. I want a baby so bad, that it's not happening for us. My age has something to do with it, and all the stress I've been under. I've started fertility treatments.
We sit at the dinner table talking about the new store Keith has brought here. It's doing really well. And, now he says that having a baby would complete his ideal life. More pressure on me....
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